Absolut boredness

Sorry i didn't text you back i didn't want to

The past few months have been changing so rapidly.

I was feeling absolut bored even if I insisted on reading or writing, I was just not going into the flow. For some reason, I make the mistake of taking myself into doing something because I feel the necessity, you know, just pressuring myself to do something at a day.

I remember when I was a kid, even younger than I am now, I really didn't have time to just relax. If I wasn't studying, I was doing some kind of sport. Even on the weekends, I have plans with my family or my friends.

Today is impossible for me, well not impossible per se but just not likely to have that kind of agenda. Even if I wanted to, I couldn't.

and why am I saying all this? cause, absolut boredness, the magical thing of not doing nothing, is as much needed as you perceive .

These scenarios take us to really understand and appreciate what we have or even want we really need to do, in order to pursue something that we want to achieve, talking about personal or professional areas.

For me, it was tricky and anxious when I was having that moment, the moment of not doing nothing, but appreciating my achievements, my friendships, and the most difficult me. I don't know if we should blame capitalism for it, the utter need to be doing something at any time of the day, but the real thing is to force us to take us into doing nothing but just relax and think.

Sounds easy isn't it? I invite you to do it, take one day, wake up, and just do nothing. Not even talk to your family or friends, I want you to take you where you listen to what is really going on in your mind. How am I really feeling? Is this what I like? My family and friends, receive my love for them? What is something I would really like to do?

For the time I'm writing this, I have been asking myself those questions for the last three months, it was harsh, of course every journey is different. I speak for myself that for me was essential for the moment my life is moving to the past few months.

Now I value the times alone, cherish my family and friends, and for the most of all I acknowledge myself in ways in the past I couldn't.

PD: FOR NOW ON IM POSTING EVERY SATURDAY OR SUNDAY.

THANK YOU ALL